finally talked

2009-04-21T21:38:00.000-07:00

yaaaaah guess wat (sarcasm) after all this time of my mom saying "you can talk to me about anything" i actually said something.first you need to know that my parents are divorced and my mom has the most retarded boyfriend who won't marry her after more than 6 years of dating. but i hate the guy anyways so is okay! well whenever something happens to me or my brother good or bad (mostly bad) she has to tell him and get his opinion, nothing happens before Sean hears about it because God forbid we buy a packet of gum and not tell him cuz he might leave my mom (again) the funniest thing about him though would have to be the fact that he brags about going to collage and guess wat he does for a living Mr. big shot collage guy is now a cement truck driver i can imagine how he must've dreamed about being a cement truck guy ever since he was a little fat ass kid. well anyways i was mad at my mom for some retarded reason and she later came in to apologizing to me for accusing me of giving her attitude (when in fact i did everything she told me in an expressionless way i didn't roll my eyes or give her lip but she still considers obeying her every little retarded demand attitude) if i had actually told her anything I'm righting here she would've threatened me that she was going to make me live with my dad and after 7 years of them being divorced she never once meant wat she said and whenever we were mad enough to consider living with my dad she would say something like "i can't believe you really did that, i give you everything and you want to live with that faggot" but i told mom how both me and my brother hate that she talks about us behind our backs (i mean seriously there suppose to be the adults)

and she began to get mad after she said we could talk about "anything" and the worst about it was she was giving me reasons that shouldn't have been said i mean i understand that she pays the bills and she can talk about anything she want to under her roof but he still doesn't have the right to know and then she brings up the fact that life's so hard because " in the past 2 years my mom brother and brother in-law have died" yeah well i guess for some reason she didn't know that my grandma ,and 2 uncles have died so my life's not freaken butterfly producing rainbow fantastical life either and the fact that my mom's telling me she doesn't want me any more and she'd rather i go live with my dad and that always make me feel wonderful!!!! so that was how i spent my hour and not only an hour of my time i missed most of American idol because of it

but life's all good now (sort of)

Hi People Of The Internet!!!

2009-04-21T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hey people just thought it would be cool to start

a Blog thing so yeah basically I'm an emotional

teen aged girl (shocker!!!) I think I'll just end up

putting things that were hilarious that i can't tell

my family cuz it's "inappropriate" or things that

i don't feel comfortable talking about to my

friends or family but don't get me wrong i mean

i love my friends and family but seriously i (like

everyone else) sometimes have a mega Strong urge

to strangle them until they slowly stop breathing

(don't worry i couldn't do it even if i truly wanted

to cuz me hands are weak and punie). ooh and

by the way i think it's important that i say some

of the things i post might be written out of

anger cuz I might be PMSing soooooo yup not much else

to say except for summers almost here, end of

the year testing starts in week, I'm starting my

first year of high school in like 4 months and in

the time it took me to make this blog thing i

could have been studying for my history test.

CantKeepMyMouthShut

finally talked

Hi People Of The Internet!!!